We’re having a baby!!

we're having a baby!!

I am so happy to finally announce it here!  Parker and I expecting our first baby this coming October!  I’m 15 weeks and counting, and according to my midwives, everything looks as healthy and perfect as can be.   Yeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Okay, so details: Remember when I posted this at the beginning of the year saying that one of my goals for 2014 was to have a baby?  Well, just a couple weeks later I got pregnant!  I was hoping I was pregnant when I attended Alt Summit and took all the necessary precautions just in case such as avoiding the millimeter wave scanner at the airport (FYI they just let you through without any screening if you say you’re pregnant.  No pat down or nothin‘…), I didn’t have even a sip of alcohol at any of the parties, and even went cold turkey on my coffee habit and have been opting for decaf instead ever since.  All totally overkill I‘m sure, but I just wanted to be extra-super careful.  I had finally decided I wanted a baby, I wasn’t going to do anything that might ruin that.  I still had to wait a couple of weeks to test, but when I did, the test starting showing that second pink line before I could even get out of the bathroom.

Parker was home sick that day (with The Man Cold), laying in bed watching a  movie, and I didn’t tell him that I was going to take the testjust in case it turned out I wasn’t, I didn’t want a big buildup beforehand.  But I walked into the bedroom afterward, holding the test and grinning like a goof, and, with a tiny hint of a goofy grin on his face too he asked, “What?…”  and I just kept looking at the test, and then looking at him, and he kept asking me, “What? What does it say?” And finally I said, “I think I’m pregnant!” To which he replied, “You think you’re pregnant?” And I said “Well, look at this!  The second line certainly looks like it’s there.  I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant!”  And then, taking nearly all the fun out of the moment, he asked why in the world I didn’t just buy the digital read-out tests that either say pregnant or not pregnant, and I said these were on sale and he said this was not the time to be concerned with saving three dollars.  Touché.  But as we had this conversation and weren’t paying attention, the second line indicating pregnant kept getting darker and darker to the point there was no denying it.  Pregnant!

I knew I was pregnant though.  In the days leading up to the test, and especially the day of, I felt an overwhelming exhaustion that I had never experienced before.  I remember being at a stoplight in the car and feeling so tired (for absolutely no reason) that I could fall asleep right then and there if I wanted to.  I thought to myself, “Ooooh, I’m definitely pregnant.”

Oh, but back to finding out.  Once we finally knew for sure, a lot of happy smiles and kisses ensued WHICH may not have been the smartest idea since, likeI said, Parker was at home sick with a cold.  And though I usually have an immune system like a ninja (I never get sick!), I forgot that when your body is trying to make a baby, your immunity is much lower than normal, and of course I got sick with a cold too.  Oh well.

we're pregnant!

So how have I been feeling?  Great!  For the most part.  My energy isn’t what it used to be, and I find myslef getting worn out more easily.   Since entering the second trimester though, I have found I am much more energetic than the first.  The lethargy is mostly gone (one of the reasons I haven’t been blogging as much these past few months; another reason is because it’s so hard for me to keep secrets and I’ve wanted to share the news for so long!).  I had one week of nausea and morning sickness.  And then, miraculously, it went away.  I have so much empathy though for women that have morning sickness for months.  That mess is no joke!  I remember going through the grocery store and even looking at most foods made my stomach turn.  Or I could tell just by looking at certain foods if they would give me heartburn.  I ate mostly small meals of cutie oranges (lots and lots of cuties…), crackers, babybell cheese, and yogurt.  Pregnancy tapas, as I called it.  I read this post at some point during that week and felt like it was the best advice ever.  I went to the grocery store immediately after to stock up on those items I just mentioned and stopped feeling guilty for not wanting to cook or eat regular meals.  But then it all went away only a week later, and for the most part I have had a very easy pregnancy so far.  Not even a whole lot of exhaustion like those first few weeks.  Although, given the chance for an afternoon nap, I can zonk out cold for a good two hours, no questions asked. :)

 Other symptoms I’ve had?  For a little while I would find myself wide awake in the middle of the night, sometimes for no reason and sometimes because I was absolutely starving.  Like, the kind of hunger I’ve only ever felt before while running a marathon.  It’s primal hunger that’s rooted in the deepest pit of your stomach where need true sustenance is needed, not just a little snack.  Not the kind where you find yourself awake and like, hmm I forgot about those cookies we have, I think I’ll sneak a few.  No, it’s like, “OMG I could eat a steak right now and if I don’t get something in my belly soon, I am seriously going to FRRRREAK OUT.”  I tried to just go back to sleep several times, thinking, “Why am I hungry?  I shouldn’t be hungry. Just try to sleep.”  But soon realized that resistance is futile when dealing with middle-of-the-night pregnancy hunger pangs.  So, I found myself making mini-meals in the dark (usually egg salad on toast or cereal – or both!), and then would immediately fall back asleep after I had eaten a sufficient amount.  It was a good lesson in listening to my body.  Give that baby what it needs!  That hasn’t happened in a few weeks though, and thankfully I’ve been getting lots of good sleep lately.  Some weird dreams though, which I’ve heard are prone during pregnancy too. :)

Any cravings?  Okay, so I thought you weren’t supposed to get cravings until a lot later, but I was walking through the grocery store about a month ago and suddenly I saw pimento-stuffed green olives and lord have mercy, my mouth started watering so bad I thought I might drool all over myself.  It took everything I had not to open the jar right then and there and start shoveling olives into my mouth.  It was the STRANGEST thing!  Everything in my body was drawn to those olives and I just had to have them.  Weird, right?!  (Even writing this now, my mouth starts watering at the thought of them.  What does it mean?!)

Are we going to find out the gender?  Heck yes!!  I don’t have the patience of those parents who like to be surprised.  I want to know!  We still have about a month before we find out, and Parker refuses to discuss names until we know if we’re discussing names for a boy or a girl, but of course I already have a list for both.  I’m also excited to decorate a nursery, though I will admit I‘m feeling overwhelmed at all the stuff we’re going to need to buy (strollers – plural! – a car seat, a crib, cloth diapers and all that entails, breast feeding stuff, the list keeps growing).  Cup of Jo has a great list of only the things she says you need, but it’s still SO MUCH!! And all I’ve bought so far is a tiny pair of shoes, gender neutral (though I might add tiny flower clips if it’s a girl because I won’t be able to help myself), that I can’t wait to put tiny feet in.  :)

What else?  We had an ultrasound around week 10 and got to see our baby.  What a trip!  I mean, you see women getting ultrasounds on TV and hear about it all the time, but when you’re the one with your pants unzipped and the tech feeling around your belly with the wand, it becomes a whole different thing.  When the image first appeared on the screen, you could see clear as day, there was our baby.  Head, torso, arms, legs, and my favorite – little baby butt cheeks! (Squeal!!) It wasn’t like that Friend’s episode where Rachel pretends to see her baby on the screen and be touched, but really she has no idea what she’s looking at.  No, for us, the baby was in perfect position to be seen for the first time and we were kind of mesmerized.  And I cried, which surprised me.

This past Friday, Parker and I had an appointment with one of our midwives and got to hear the heartbeat again, to which I felt relief that there’s actually still a baby in there.  For weeks, I’ve felt totally normal and find myself wondering, “Is it possible to have a miscarriage and not know?  What if I’m not pregnant anymore?” but hearing the heartbeat again made me happy.  Our baby is still in there!  Growing stronger and bigger every day.  And my midwife said it’s totally normal to feel that way, especially for first-timers since the time between feeling nauseous and feeling the baby kick can be several months and you can feel totally normal in between.

I find myself suddenly motivated to exercise and have been working out consistently, which feels awesome.  For the first three months, I just couldn’t muster the energy or motivation for much activity.  And even though I wasn’t nauseous, I also wasn’t psyched about eating healthy foods either, which isn’t like me.  I always thought when I got pregnant I would eat KALE morning, noon, and night to help grow a strong and healthy baby.  Butthat was just not possible in the first trimester.  Pizza was like, freaking necessary a lot of nights.  I’ve been looking forward to eating healthy, clean foods again though so that feels good.  My “bump” so far just looks like I’ve let myself go and can’t suck in my stomach anymore (maybe that’s the reason behind my sudden motivation to exercise, actually….) but my midwife assured me that no, that is indeed my uterus growing and pushing out my stomach and I’m not just fat (though that’s what it feels like, especially since my pants are starting to get tight!).  I’ll be happy to get to the point where it’s obvious that there’s a baby in there :)

Oh, and I can’t forget to mention Parker, my beloved.  He’s been amazing and so supportive.  He gives me a break when I’m hard on myself and can’t do as much as I feel like I should be able to.  He just brushes off my self loathing and says, “Relax, you’re pregnant.  All you need to do is grow our baby.” I couldn’t have chosen a better man to raise a family with.  He is the best.

I’m so excited!  Sorry for this LONG post, but this being my first pregnancy and all, I want to remember everything.  I know how unique this time is – never again will I be able to sit and contemplate pregnancy in peace and quiet, for unlimited amounts of time, and relish the unknown and anticipation.  Next time around (knock on wood), there will be a toddler running around and I may not get to savor it like I can now.  Thanks for indulging me!  I’m really excited to share everything here with you guys!

Tell me: Anyone else out there pregnant?  Any moms remember this time in the early stages?  I love hearing about everyones’ stories and find that every mom has a completely unique experience.

25 Responses to “We’re having a baby!!”

    • Katy

      I can’t wait to hear what YOU’RE having! Our babies will be about a month apart, how fun! How are you feeling? You look awesome, all your IG bump photos are so cute. :) xoxo

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      • Mere // Not Merely Living

        We’re having a girl!!!! :) I’m feeling gooood. 2nd trimester is the best. :) It’s nice to be finally showing. So happy for you and love that we’re preggers together! :)

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        • Katy

          Oh yay, a girl! I’m so excited for you! Wish we lived in the same city so we could gush about it all over mocktails. :)

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  1. Lindsay

    Katy, congratulations! My little one was born 10-16-13, so you’re pretty much on the same schedule I was last year! I, like you, had only a week of nausea. I had 2 colds that were killer due to no meds! So avoid germs at all costs! Don’t stress about things to buy. People want to buy you things because it’s your first baby. I planned to do cloth diapers but found it was going to be wayyy too much (gross) work. Do not feel like a failure if you do disposables!

    I often thought this during pregnancy, ad now seeing this precious boy, it’s even more real…there is no denying that we have a Creator. Science cannot explain the intricacies of the little miracle growing inside you. Children are a blessing from The Lord, and there is nothing else in the world comparable to giving birth and becoming a mother. You are in my prayers as you continue to nurture this new little life.

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    • Katy

      Oh goodness, our babies will be almost exactly a year apart! My official due date (or, “guess date” as my midwives like to call it) is October 15! I love hearing your experience, I can’t get enough mom stories right now. Thank you so much for the kind words and words of wisdom. Thanks for taking the time to comment! :) xoxo

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  2. Kelly Griffith

    Katy! Yay!!! I’m so happy for you!!! I can’t wait to see all of the adorable little things you post. You’re going to be the most amazing momma!!!
    Love,
    Kelly

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    • Katy

      Thanks Kelly!!! You are so sweet, I’m so glad you popped over to brighten my day. :)

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  3. Nessa

    This kid his the genes lottery! You’re going to make the prettiest baby, Katy! Congratulations!!!

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    • Katy

      Hahah thanks Nessa!! I am hoping we can plan a trip up to Frederick when I’m good and round so you can take our picture! Would love to see you!!

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  4. Abby

    Um, YES. I’m 7.5 weeks and am totally having that hunger thing – I go from just a little bit hungry to “I need food NOW” in literally 3 minutes. Before, I could totally ignore my hunger and not feel it again until my next meal. And these days, I could eat pretty much everything in our fridge, no prob. Crazy!! Where is the morning sickness and nausea?!

    Congrats to you and Parker – so exciting!!

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    • Katy

      I know the feeling!! Feed that baby though, just go with it! And be happy you don’t have morning sickness – that junk is not fun. Congrats!! What an exciting time right?!

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  5. Sarah Stäbler

    Congratulations! I’m so happy to hear the news!

    I’m 37 weeks on Wednesday and excited to be in the home stretch here! The best thing EVER was when I realized I was feeling the baby move, at around 14 weeks. Started feeling him move more often at around 16 weeks. Once I realized that “muscle twitch” feeling was the baby’s kicks, it was the coolest thing ever! (And very reassuring. I had two miscarriages before this one at 10 and 8 weeks, and found out about the first one on the ultrasound. Feeling this guy kick was pure magic and did a lot to ease my mind and remind me he’s still doing okay in there!)

    Don’t feel bad about eating healthy or exercising. Obviously both good things to do, but you have to survive pregnancy however you can! I’ve had such a loss of appetite that it’s been hard to find things I actually want to eat. During my first two pregnancies, I ate so healthy. This one, all I want to eat is sour gummy candy and chocolate ice cream.

    I wish you and Parker all the best — and can’t wait to hear more about your pregnancy and your little boy or girl who will be joining your family! So exciting!

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    • Katy

      37 weeks?! Your baby is almost here! Oh, how exciting, congrats Sarah!!! I haven’t started feeling the baby move yet, but I can’t wait until it happens. I have a feeling I will find myself completely mesmerized and lose time to just sitting and feeling that baby move around in there. How will I get anything done? :) My heart breaks for your two miscarriages, but I’m so happy for you that you kept trying and will have a son in just a few short weeks. Use that belly to prop up a big bowl of chocolate ice cream with sour gummies on top! :) xoxo

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  6. Christina Gibson

    So so thrilled for you, Katy!!! Being a mama is the best, best, best!!! Enjoy every single moment!!!

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    • Katy

      Well you have the cutest kids that were ever born, so I’m sure that’s easy for you to say :) Just kidding, I know being a mom will be the most fulfilling experience of my life and I can’t wait! Thank you so much :) xo

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  7. Katey P

    Congratulations! I cannot wait to see how you design the nursery, I know it will be precious! We are expecting baby #2 in October and it is so true about not being about to contemplate the 2nd pregnancy in peace and quiet… because life goes on and toddlers don’t know who exhausted/nauseated you are! Enjoy every second and take all the naps you can get :)

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    • Katy

      Oh you’re due right around the same time I am! Congrats are in order for you too! Haha, yeah I had a feeling I was right about not being able to enjoy the serenity next time around ;)

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  8. Susan Atwood

    This was soooo wonderful to read and experience! I love hearing how you are loving this time in life and you are so right – it will never be like this again. Thanks for sharing so incredibly honestly.

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    • Katy

      Aww, thanks Susan! I’m glad you like reading about it because I sure like writing about it!

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  9. Maria Ciullo

    Omg…..congratulations!!!! So happy for you!!! I have 5 kids and one of the BEST feelings in the world is when you feel them moving and kicking inside your belly…soon enough you will know exactly what I mean. Can’t wait to see the nursery!!

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    • Katy

      5 kids! How wonderful, I will trust your wisdom that feeling the kicking is the best thing ever. You would certainly know! I can’t wait for that time to come, hopefully in another month or so!

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  10. Lana

    This is off topic…but have you said what the name of the paint on walls is? I’ve searched thru your posts and didn’t see it :)

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